The rain, the perspiration, the pain, the intensity, the hunger, the tears, the smile, disappointments, the warmth, lethargic, the goal, the love

rain tried hard enough to kill our day and dampened our spirits but it failed terribly cause we had insane screams + crazy laughter. (♥ )- taken from p's photo comment and it's all describe what i had gone though. this few months.

things had been happening and i dont know how to put in words. i have no idea.

yesterday i felt strong.

maybe because someone was there for me. and always there just that i can't believe and could not see.(: but i am happy to realized this.

i went to p's church on sat and i felt peaceful though i could not go my own church, i wanted to go but i can't..i promised myself not to lend myself in such way anymore i think it isn't good. i think i should go see a doc, i dont feel well.

lastly: hey stacy, i updated the blog liao (:

"Continue even when it is hard to go on; release even when it is hard to let go; endure even when it is hard to bear; this is how we build our character."

Many nights we pray With no proof anyone could hearAnd our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand Now we are not afraid Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains longBefore we know we couldOah yesThere can be miraclesWhen you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill Who know what miracle You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

Mc:In this time of fear When prayer so often proves in vain Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away And now I am standing here My hearts so full I cant explain
Seeking faith and speaking words I never thought Id say
There can be miracles When you believe
Though hope is frail Its hard to kill Who know what miracleaYou can achieve
When you believeSomehow you willYou will when you believeBoth:They dont always happen when you askAnd its easy to give in to your fear Ohhhhh But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see you way safe through the rainThought of a still resilient voice Says love is very near
There can be miracles(wh: miracles)When you believe(wh: when you believe)
Though hope is frailIts hard to killWho know what miraclesYou can achieve
(wh: you can achieve)When you believeSomehow you will
(wh: somehow somehow somehow)You will when you believeYou will when you believeYou will when you believeYou will when you believeJust believeYou will when youBelieve

the more i can't meet God, the more i want to. i will try.

I just wanted to know if you could actually
Love a person like me until the end
Ever since our lives started, a year's time has passed by
You, who had always been crying, suddenly became so strong, didn’t you?

Lovin’ U　

When you were not here I miss U　
I became all useless
I had this fear that you would someday love a person other than me
Thinking about how that delusion might become the truth, I got so worried
When my cowardly heart trembled at the thought of losing you
You gave me a hug from behind

Lovin’ U　

When I am happy I miss U　
Even when I am sad Lovin’ U　
Loneliness is something that I miss U　
Everyone will have to know Lovin’ U　Lovin’ U
The two of us at that time
Let our dreams float to the dark night sky,
Lighting up even this starless town
Slowly as time went past
I lost sight of my own self
That day, I even shook off your kindness, didn’t I?
Lovin’ U　In this lonely room
I miss U　All the things that remained
Lovin’ U　This was real love
I miss U　Finally I realized that Baby… You are everything forever
The miracle of meeting you, who are more precious than my own life
Baby… You are everything foreverI was born into this world just for the sake of meeting you

Lovin’ U　When you were not here I miss U　
I became all useless

Lovin’ U　

For the first time I miss U　
I found love Lovin’ U　
When I am happy I miss U　Even in this stabbing painLovin’ U　
We are not alone anymore I miss U　Let’s be together
Baby… You are everything forever
Uh…A person like me, until the endA person like me, until the end?